<blockquote>“Lao Wen has beautiful hands,” Zhou Zishu says, the same way he says the sun is bright today, or this river doesn’t run too deep, just another one of Zhou Zishu’s straightforward observations about the world. A-Xu’s observations always have a simple action on their heels: if the sun is bright, they should bask in it; if the river isn’t too deep, they ought to cross it. If Lao Wen’s hands are beautiful —
Grief, pain, and fingering your impossible lover to sleep.</blockquote>
➤ living with chronic pain and the knowledge that one of you is going to die too soon