Summary:
<blockquote>Ever since he was pushed into the Abyss, Luo Binghe has been dreaming of a strange world. In it, Luo Binghe's own face is everywhere, and his story is written out in humiliating detail for some stupid twink to read about. Luo Binghe hates the story, and he hates the dream realm, and he hates the godling within it - Shen Yuan - most of all.
Unfortunately, Luo Binghe can't do anything about it - within these dreams, Luo Binghe is stuck within the body of a doll.</blockquote>
➤ it's always a good day when nyoomerr posts a new svsss fic!
➤ this one is about original lbh, beginning in his abyss years, visiting shen yuan in his dreams
➤ lbh can't move or act or speak in these dreams but he gets to hear/read about everything sy says about lbh
➤ over years lbh gets more and more obsessed with sy (obvs)
➤ I love watching lbh's growing realizations of the nature of his frustrations, mediated through getting to hear sy express things that are so different from what anyone in his waking life ever says
➤ I love how much he craves someone who SEES him like sy does, and yet sy can't see all of lbh because the parts of lbh's life he gets to see are all mediated through the nature of what a stallion novel will focus on!
➤ and the ENDING. it is perfect! I'm feral at the thought of what will happen next
➤ 17k words in length
