Summary:
<blockquote>Yue Qingyuan struggles to know right from wrong, desire from guilt, and impulsiveness from intent. But one night he lets his impulsiveness lead him to the bamboo house and into Shen Qingqiu’s arms, unintentionally changing destiny along the way.</blockquote>
➤ An svsss qijiu canon divergence fic, about things that might have happened while lbh was still a very young disciple to change the course of events
➤ I love how small the things are that cause these changes, and that it's a small unthinking kindness from yqy to his own disciples that in a winding way leads to his own happiness
➤ as the author says, these two are freak4freak and I love it
➤ the desperation both of them feel about each other while being unable to talk about any of it!
➤ 11k words in length
➤ the dialogue is all punctuated wrong, unfortunately, but the writing is good enough to overlook this
