LINKDING

Summary: <blockquote>It isn't even an accident, precisely—that might be the most humiliating thing about it. Lan Wangji had tasted the tea, expecting it to be precisely what it revealed itself to be; Lan Wangji had wanted to feel its effects, to gauge them, although he had expected them to be mild. He had brewed the tea himself. An entirely uncoerced and foolish act. Lan Wangji has a misadventure with an aphrodisiac. It works out for everyone.</blockquote>

<blockquote>He is not gone. Lan Wangji has to practice the thought sometimes. He is gone is a thought that he has worn into his being through years and years of tracing and retracing, and his mind flows easily into those hollowed lines the way water always finds its course. He has to step out of the house, out into the early morning, and think: He is not gone. Even though I cannot see him, he is not gone.</blockquote> ➤ ohhhhhh

<blockquote>Zhou Zishu gets drugged, gets rescued, gets fucked better by Wen Kexing, and thinks about the fact that he has things to live for, in approximately that order.</blockquote> Author's note:<blockquote> "i bet i can convey the extent to which wkx is having a bad time from the pov of the person who's too high to function" i said, putting on my finest clown nose</blockquote> ➤ REALLY GOOD at that actually!! And also at the horrible headspace zzs is in!