summary:
She'd never been anyone's favorite before he'd told her that, the lesser daughter of a prestigious family that had enough heirs and spares that she could be given away and the act called an honor. It was a scary but lovely thing to be the best, the most loved. When she'd heard those words she'd clutched them to her chest and hoped she'd never prove them false.
That did not mean that she did not hate him, too.
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OR: Ning Yingying loves her shizun; she loves Binghe, too. These things come into conflict, whether she wants them to or not.
➤ an svsss fic set in the original PIDW, about Ning Yingying
➤ and holy shit this fic is so good, so everything I didn't even know to hope for from a fic about pidw nyy, I am all emotions?!
➤ the complexity of nyy's relationships with sqq and lbh, the mix of love and hate, the way she doesn't feel able to do anything but to witness and to go along with how things are
➤ and seeing the awful things that happen through her eyes.....it's so powerful and bleak and believable
➤ I adore this fic, I'm just absolutely blown away by it
➤ 9k words