Summary:
<blockquote>Like a fool, Jingyan had believed Lin Chen when he said Mei Changsu—Xiao Shu--was dead for the second time.
In Jingyan's defense, who expected someone to fake their death twice? Wasn't it--just a little--over the top?</blockquote>
➤ a post-canon Nirvana in Fire fic in which Jingyan discovers that Mei Changsu survived after all...and never let Jingyan know.
➤ Jingyan is uh. not handling it well, the loneliness and responsibility of being emperor. and this only makes it worse!
➤ anyway it's a venue for lots of real good angst, and I definitely cried at one point!
➤ I also really appreciate the use it makes of various secondary characters who are also important figures in Jingyan's life
➤ many feels. I love these characters. there IS a happy ending.
➤ 31k words in length
➤ (not quite enough of an ending to really give space to come down from the heights of emotion, but otherwise a good enough fic that it's worth it!)